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But her ladyship would not hear of this; nor would she suffer him to leave his post to escort her. "Here's la belle Suffolk coming to take leave of you," she said. "And I know my way."

"But you will not know her," Sir Robert answered.

Lady Lansdowne let her parasol sink over her shoulder. "I think I shall," she said with a glance of meaning, "if she is like her mother."

And without waiting to see the effect of her words, she moved away. It was said of old time of Juno, that she walked a Goddess confessed. And of Lady Lansdowne as she moved slowly across the sunny lawn before the church, her dainty skirts trailing and her parasol inclined, it might with equal justice have been said, that she walked a great lady, of that day when great ladies still were,

Nor mill nor mart had mocked the guinea's stamp.

Whether she smiled on this person or bowed to that, or with a slighter movement acknowledged the courtesy of those who, without claiming recognition made respectful way for her, a gracious ease and a quiet nonchalance were in all her actions. The deeper emotions seemed as far from her as were Hodge and Joan playing Kiss in the Ring. But her last words to Sir Robert had reacted on herself, and as she crossed the rustic bridge, she paused a moment to gaze on the water. The band was playing the air of "She is far from the Land," and tears rose to her eyes as she recalled the past and pictured scene after scene, absurd or pathetic in the career of the proud beauty who had once queened it here, whose mad pranks and madder sayings had once filled these shrubberies with mirth or chagrin, and whose child she was about to see.

She sighed, as she resumed her course, unable even now to blame Lady Sybil as her conduct to her child deserved. But where was the child? Not on the walk under the elms, which was deserted in favour of the more lively attractions of the park. Lady Lansdowne looked this way and that; at length availing herself of the solitude, she paced the walk to its end. Thence a short path which she well remembered, led to the kennels; and rather to indulge her sentiment and recall the days when she was herself young, and had been intimate here, than because she expected to meet Mary, she took this path. She had not followed it a dozen steps, and was hesitating whether to go on or return, the strains of Moore's melody were scarcely blurred by the intervening laurels, when a tall dark-robed figure stepped with startling abruptness from the shrubbery, and stood before her.

"Louisa," said the stranger. And she raised her veil. "Don't you know me?"

"Sybil!"

"Yes, Sybil!" the other answered curtly. And then as if something in Lady Lansdowne's tone had wounded her, "Why not?" she continued, raising her head proudly. "My name came easily enough to your ladyship's lips once! And I am not aware that I have done anything to deprive me of the right to call my friends by their names, be they whom they may!"

"No, no! But-"

"But you meant it, Louisa!" the other retorted with energy. "Or is it that you find me so changed, so old, so worn, so altered from her you once knew, that it astonishes you to trace in this face the features of Sybil Matching!"

"You are changed," the other answered kindly. "I fear you have been ill?"

"I am ill. I am more, I am dying. Not here, nor to-day, nor to-morrow-"

Lady Lansdowne interrupted her. "In that sense," she said gently, "we are all dying." But though she said it, the change in Lady Sybil's appearance did indeed shock her; almost as much as her presence in that place amazed her.

"I have but three months to live," Lady Sybil answered feverishly; and her sunken cheeks and bright eyes, which told of some hidden disease, confirmed her words. "I am dying in that sense! Do you hear? But I dare say," with a flash of her old levity, "it is my presence here that shocks you? You are thinking what Vermuyden would say if he turned the corner behind you, and found us together!" And, as Lady Lansdowne, with a nervous start, looked over her shoulder, with the old recklessness, "I'd like-I'd like to see his face, my dear, and yours, too, if he found us. But," she continued, with an abrupt change to impassioned earnestness, "it's not to see you that I came to-day! Don't think it! It's not to see you that I've been waiting for two hours past. I want to see my girl! I am going to see her, do you hear! You must bring her to me!"

"Sybil!"

"Don't contradict me, Louisa," she cried peremptorily. "Haven't I told you that I am dying? Don't you hear what I say! Am I to die and not see my child? Cruel woman! Heartless creature! But you always were! And cold as an icicle!"

"No, indeed, I am not! And I think you should see her," Lady Lansdowne answered, in no little distress. How could she not be distressed by the contrast between this woman plainly and almost shabbily dressed-for the purpose perhaps of evading notice-and with illness stamped on her face, and the brilliant, harum-scarum Lady Sybil, with whom her thoughts had been busy a few minutes before? "I think you ought to see her," she repeated in a soothing tone. "But you should take the proper steps to do so. You-"

"You think-yes, you do!" Lady Vermuyden retorted with fierce energy-"you think that I have treated her so ill that I have no right to see her! That I cannot care to see her! But you do not know how I was tried! How I was suspected, how I was watched! What wrongs I suffered! And-and I never meant to hide her for good. When I died, she would have come home. And I had a plan too-but never mind that-to right her without Vermuyden's knowledge and in his teeth. I saw her on a coach one day along with-what is it?"

"There is someone coming," Lady Lansdowne said hurriedly. Her ladyship indeed was in a state of great apprehension. She knew that at any moment she might be found, perhaps by Sir Robert: and the thought of the scene which would follow-aware as she was of the exasperation of his feelings-appalled her. She tried to temporise. "Another time," she said. "I think someone is coming now. See me another time and I will do what I can."

"No!" the other broke in, her face flushing with sudden anger. "See you, Louisa? What do I care for seeing you? It is my girl I wish to see, that I'm come to see, that I'm going to see! I'm her mother, fetch her to me! I have a right to see her, and I will see her! I demand her! If you do not go for her-"

"Sybil! Sybil!" Lady Lansdowne cried, thoroughly alarmed by her friend's violence. "For Heaven's sake be calm!"

"Calm?" Lady Vermuyden answered. "Do you cease to dictate to me, and do as I bid you! Go, and fetch her, or I will go myself and claim her before all his friends. He has no heart. He never had a heart! It's sawdust," with a hysterical laugh. "But he has pride and I'll trample on it! I'll tread it in the mud-if you don't fetch her! Are you going, Miss Gravity? We used to call you Miss Gravity, I remember. You were always," with a faint sneer, "a bit of a prude, my dear!"

Miss Gravity! What long-forgotten trifles, what thoughts of youth the nickname brought back to Lady Lansdowne's recollection. What wars of maidens' wits, and half-owned jealousies, and light resentments, and sunny days of pique and pleasure! Her heart, never anything but soft, under the mask of her great-lady's manner, waxed sore and pitiful. Yet how was she to do the other's bidding? How could she betray Sir Robert's confidence? How-

Someone was coming-really coming this time. She looked round.

"I'll give you five minutes!" Lady Sybil whispered. "Five minutes, Louisa! Remember!"

And when Lady Lansdowne turned again to her, she had vanished among the laurels.

XXII
WOMEN'S HEARTS

Lady Lansdowne walked slowly away in a state of perplexity, from which the monotonous lilt of the band which was now playing quadrille music did nothing to free her. Whether Sybil Vermuyden were dying or not, it was certain that she was ill. Disease had laid its hand beyond mistaking on that once beautiful face; the levity and wit which had formerly dazzled beholders now gleamed but fitfully and with such a ghastly light as the corpse candle gives forth. The change was great since Lady Lansdowne had seen her in the coach at Chippenham; and it might well be that if words of forgiveness were to be spoken, no time was to be lost. Old associations, a mother's feelings for a mother, pity, all urged Lady Lansdowne to compliance with her request; nor did the knowledge that the woman, who had once queened it so brilliantly in this place, was now lurking on the fringe of the gay crowd, athirst for a sight of her child, fail to move a heart which all the jealousies of a Whig coterie had not hardened or embittered.

Unluckily the owner of that heart felt that she was the last person who ought to interfere. It behoved her, more than it behoved anyone, to avoid fresh ground of quarrel with Sir Robert. Courteously as he had borne himself on her arrival, civilly as he had veiled the surprise which her presence caused him, she knew that he was sore hurt by his defeat in the borough. And if those who had thwarted him publicly were to intervene in his private concerns, if those who had suborned his kinsman were now to tamper with his daughter, ay, or were to incur a suspicion of tampering, she knew that his anger would know no bounds. She felt, indeed, that it would be justified.

She had to think, too, of her husband, who had sent her with the olive-branch. He was a politic, long-sighted man; who, content with the solid advantage he had gained, had no mind to push to extremity a struggle which must needs take place at his own door. He would be displeased, seriously displeased, if her mission, in place of closing, widened the breach.

 

And yet-and yet her heart ached for the woman, who had never wholly lost a place in her affections. And there was this. If Lady Sybil were thwarted no one was more capable of carrying out her threat and of taking some violent step, which would make matters a hundred times worse, alike for Sir Robert and his daughter.

While she weighed the matter, Lady Lansdowne found herself back at the rustic bridge. She was in the act of stepping upon it-still deep in thought-when her eyes encountered those of a young couple who were waiting at the farther end to give her passage. She looked a second time; and she stood. Then, smiling, she beckoned to the girl to come to her. Meanwhile, a side-thought, born of the conjunction of the two young people, took form in her mind. "I hope that may come to nothing," she reflected.

Possibly it was for this reason, that when the man would have come also, she made it clear that the smile was not for him. "No, Mr. Flixton," she said, the faintest possible distance in her tone. "I do not want you. I will relieve you of your charge."

And when Mary, timid and blushing, had advanced to her, "My dear," she said, holding out both her hands, and looking charmingly at her, "I should have known you anywhere." And she drew her to her and kissed her. "I am Lady Lansdowne. I knew your mother, and I hope that you and my daughter will be friends."

The mention of her mother increased Mary's shyness. "Your ladyship is very kind," she murmured. She did not know that her embarrassment was so far from hurting her, that the appeal in her eyes went straight to the elder woman's heart.

"I mean to be kind at any rate," Lady Lansdowne answered, smiling on the lovely face before her. And then, "My dear," she said, "have they told you that you are very beautiful? More beautiful, I think, than your mother was: I hope" – and she did not try to hide the depth of her feelings-"that you may be more happy."

The girl's colour faded at this second reference to her mother; made, she could not doubt, with intention. Her father, even while he had overwhelmed her with benefits, even while he had opened this new life to her with a hand full of gifts, had taught her-tacitly or by a word at most-that that name was the key to a Bluebeard's chamber; that it must not be used. She knew that her mother lived; she guessed that she had sinned against her husband; she understood that she had wronged her child. But she knew no more: and with this, since this at the least she must know, Sir Robert would have had her content.

And yet, to speak correctly, she did know more. She knew that the veiled lady who had intervened at long intervals in her life must have been her mother. But she felt no impulse of affection towards that woman-whom she had not seen. Her heart went out instead to a shadowy mother who walked the silent house at sunset, whose skirts trailed in the lonely passages, of whose career of wild and reckless gaiety she had vague hints here and there. It was to this mother, radiant and young, with the sheen of pearls in her hair, and the haunting smile, that she yearned. She had learned in some subtle way that the vacant place over the mantel in the hall which her own portrait by Maclise was to fill, had been occupied by her mother's picture. And dreaming of the past, as what young girl alone in that stately house would not, she had seen her come and go in the half lights, a beautiful, spoilt child of fashion. She had traced her up and down the wide polished stairway, heard the tap of her slender sandal on the shining floors, perceived in long-closed chambers the fading odours of her favourite scent. And in a timid, frightened way she had longed to know her and to love her, to feel her touch on her hair and give her pity in return.

It is possible that she might have dwelt more intimately on Lady Sybil's fate, possible that she might have ventured on some line of her own in regard to her, if her new life had been free from preoccupation; if there had not been with her an abiding regret, which clouded the sunniest prospects. But love, man's love, woman's love, is the most cruel of monopolists: it tramples on the claims of the present, much more of the absent. And if the novelty of Mary's new life, the many marvels to which she must accustom herself, the new pleasures, the new duties, the strange new feeling of wealth-if, in fine, the necessity of orientating herself afresh in relation to every person and everything-was not able to put thoughts of her lover from her mind, the claims of an unknown mother had an infinitely smaller chance of asserting themselves.

But now at that word, twice pronounced by Lady Lansdowne, the girl stood ashamed and conscience-stricken. "You knew my mother?" she faltered.

"Yes, my dear," the elder woman answered gravely. "I knew her very well."

The gravity of the speaker's tone presented a new idea to Mary's mind. "She is not happy?" she said slowly.

"No."

With that word Lady Lansdowne looked over her shoulder; conscience makes cowards, and her nervousness communicated itself to Mary. A possibility, at which the girl had never glanced, presented itself, and so abruptly that all the colour left her face. "She is not here?" she said.

"Yes, she is here. And-don't be frightened, my dear!" Lady Lansdowne continued earnestly. "But listen to me! A moment ago I thought of throwing you in her way without your knowledge. But, since I have seen you, I have your welfare at heart, as well as hers. And I must, I ought to tell you, that I do not think your father would wish you to see her. I think that you should know this; and that you should decide for yourself-whether you will see her. Indeed, you must decide for yourself," she repeated, her eyes fixed anxiously on the girl's face. "I cannot take the responsibility."

"She is unhappy?" Mary asked, looking most unhappy herself.

"She is unhappy, and she is ill."

"I ought to go to her? You think so? Please-your ladyship, will you advise me?"

Lady Lansdowne hesitated. "I cannot," she said.

"But-there is no reason," Mary asked faintly, "why I should not go to her?"

"There is no reason. I honestly believe," Lady Lansdowne repeated solemnly, "that there is no reason-except your father's wish. It is for you to say how far that, which should weigh with you in all other things, shall weigh with you in this."

Suddenly a burning colour dyed Mary's face. "I will go to her," she cried impulsively. She had been weak once, she had been weak! And how she had suffered for that weakness! But she would be strong now. "Where is she, if you please?" she continued bravely. "Can I see her at once?"

"She is in the path leading to the kennels. You know it? No, you need not take leave of me, child! Go, and," Lady Lansdowne added with feeling, "God forgive me if I have done wrong in sending you!"

"You have not done wrong!" Mary cried, an unwonted spirit in her tone. And, without taking other leave, she turned and went-though her limbs trembled under her. She was going to her mother! To her mother! Oh, strange, oh, impossible thought!

Yet, engrossing as was that thought, it could not quite oust fear of her father and of his anger. And the blush soon died; so that the whiteness of her cheeks when she reached the Kennel Path was a poor set off for the ribbons that decked her muslin robe. What she expected, what she wished or feared or hoped she could never remember. What she saw, that which awaited her, was a woman, ill, and plainly clad, with only the remains of beauty in her wasted features; but withal cynical and hard-eyed, and very, very far from the mother of her day-dreams.

Such as she was the unknown scanned Mary with a kind of scornful amusement. "Oh," she said, "so this is what they have made of Miss Vermuyden? Let me look at you, girl?" And laying her hands on Mary's shoulders she looked long into the tearful, agitated face. "Why, you are like a sheet of paper!" she continued, raising the girl's chin with her finger. "I wonder you dared to come with Sir Robert saying no! And, you little fool," she continued in a swift spirit of irritation, "as soon not come at all, as look at me like that! You've got my chin and my nose, and more of me than I thought. But God knows where you got your hare's eyes! Are you always frightened?"

"No, Ma'am, no!" she stammered.

"No, Ma'am? No, goose!" Lady Sybil retorted, mimicking her. "Why, ten kings on ten thrones had never made me shake as you are shaking! Nor twenty Sir Roberts in twenty passions! What is it you are afraid of? Being found with me?"

"No! "Mary cried. And, to do her justice, the emotion with which Lady Sybil found fault was as much a natural agitation, on seeing her mother, as fear on her own account.

"Then you are afraid of me?" Lady Sybil rejoined. And again she twitched the girl's face to the light.

Mary was amazed rather than afraid: but she could not say that. And she kept silence.

"Or is it dislike of me?" the mother continued-a slight grimace, as of pain, distorting her face. "You hate me, I suppose? You hate me?"

"Oh, no, no!" the girl cried in distress.

"You do, Miss!" And with no little violence she pushed Mary from her. "You set down all to me, I suppose! I've kept you from your own, that's it! I am the wicked mother, worse than a step-mother, who robbed you of your rights! And made a beggar of you and would have kept you a beggar! I am she who wronged you and robbed you-the unnatural mother! And you never ask," she went on with fierce, impulsive energy, "what I suffered? How I was wronged! What I bore! No, nor what I meant to do-with you!"

"Indeed, indeed-"

"What I meant to do, I say!" Lady Sybil repeated violently. "At my death-and I am dying, but what is that to you? – all would have been told, girl! And you would have got your own. Do you believe me?" she added passionately, advancing a step in a manner almost menacing. "Do you believe me, girl?"

"I do, I do!" Mary cried, inexpressibly pained by the other's vehemence.

"I'll swear it, if you like! But I hoped that he-your father-would die first and never know! He deserved no better! He deserved nothing of me! And then you'd have stepped into all! Or better still-do you remember the day you travelled to Bristol? It's not so long ago that you need forget it, Miss Vermuyden! I was in the coach, and I saw you, and I saw the young man who was with you. I knew him, and I told myself that there was a God after all, though I'd often doubted it, or you two would not have been brought together! I saw another way then, but you'd have parted and known nothing, if," she continued, laughing recklessly, "I had not helped Providence, and sent him with a present to your school! But-why, you're red enough now, girl! What is it?"

"He knew?" Mary murmured, with an effort. "You told him who I was, Ma'am?"

"He knew no more than a doll!" Lady Sybil answered. "I told him nothing, or he'd have told again! I know his kind. No, I thought to get all for you and thwart Vermuyden, too! I thought to marry his heir to the little schoolmistress-it was an opera touch, my dear, and beyond all the Tremaynes and Vivian Greys in the world! But there, when all promised well, that slut of a maid went to my husband, and trumped my trick!"

"And Mr. – Mr. Vaughan," Mary stammered, "had no knowledge-who I was?"

"Mr. – Mr. Vaughan!" Lady Sybil repeated, mocking her, "had no knowledge? No! Not a jot, not a tittle! But what?" she went on, in a tone of derision, "Sits the wind there, Miss Meek? You're not all milk and water, bread and butter and backboard, then, but have a spice of your mother, after all? Mr. – Mr. Vaughan!" again she mimicked her. "Why, if you were fond of the man, didn't you say so?"

Mary, under the fire of those sharp, hard eyes, could not restrain her tears. But, overcome as she was, she managed in broken words to explain that her father had forbidden it.

"Oh, your father, was it?" Lady Sybil rejoined. "He said 'No,' and no it was! And the lord of my heart and the Man of Feeling is dismissed in disgrace! And now we weep in secret and the worm feeds on our damask cheek!" she ran on in a tone of raillery, assumed perhaps to hide a deeper feeling. "I suppose," she added shrewdly, "Sir Robert would have you think that Vaughan knew who you were, and was practising on you?"

"Yes."

"And you dismissed him at papa's command, eh? That was it, was it?"

Mary could only confess the fact with tears, her distress in as strange contrast with the gaiety of her dress as with the strains of the neighbouring band, which told of festivity and pleasure. Perhaps some thought of this nature forced itself upon Lady Sybil's light and evasive mind: for as she looked, the cynical expression of her eyes gave place to one of feeling and emotion, better fitted to those wasted features as well as to the relation in which the two stood to one another. She looked down the path, as if for the first time she feared an intrusive eye. Then her glance reverted to her daughter's slender form and drooping head: and again it changed, it grew soft, it grew pitiful. The laurels shut all in, the path was empty. The maternal feeling, long repressed, long denied, long buried under a mountain of pique and resentment, of fancied wrongs and real neglect, broke forth irresistibly. In a step she was at the girl's side, and snatching her to her bosom in a fierce embrace, was covering her face, her neck, her hair with hungry kisses.

 

The action was so sudden, so unexpected, that crushed and even hurt by the other's grasp, and frightened by her vehemence, Mary would have resisted, would have tried to free herself. Then she understood. And a rush of pent-up affection, of love and pity, carried away the barriers of constraint and timidity. She clung to Lady Sybil with tears of joy, murmuring low broken words, calling her "Mother, Mother," burying her face on her shoulder, pressing herself against her. In a moment her being was stirred to its depths. In all her life no one had caressed her after this fashion, no one had embraced her with passion, no one had kissed her with more than the placid affection which gentleness and goodness earn, and which kind offices kindly performed warrant. Even Sir Robert, even her father, proud as he was of her, much as he loved her, had awakened in her respect and gratitude-mingled with fear-rather than love.

After a time, warned by approaching voices, Lady Sybil put her from her; but with a low and exultant laugh. "You are mine, now!" she said, "Mine! Mine! You will come to me when I want you. And I shall want you soon! Very soon!"

Mary laid hold of her again. "Let me come now!" she cried with passion, forgetting all but the mother she had gained, the clinging arms which had cherished her, the kisses that had rained on her. "Let me come to you! You are ill!"

"No, not now! Not now! I will send for you when I want you," Lady Sybil answered. "I will promise to send for you. And you will come," she added with the same ring of triumph in her voice. "You will come!" For it was joy to her, even amid the satisfaction of her mother-love, to know that she had tricked her husband; it was joy to her to know that though she had taken all from the child and he had given all, the child was hers-hers, and could never be taken from her! "You will come! For you will not have me long. But," she whispered, as the voices came nearer, "go now! Go now! And not a word! Not a word, child, as you love me. I will send for you when-when my time comes."

And with a last look, strangely made up of love and pain and triumph, Lady Sybil moved out of sight among the laurels. And Mary, drying her tears and composing her countenance as well as she could, turned to meet the intruders' eyes.

Fortunately-for she was far from being herself-the two persons who had wandered that way, did but pause at the end of the Kennel Path, and, murmuring small talk, turn again to retrace their steps. She gained a minute or two, in which to collect her thoughts and smooth her hair; but more than a minute or two she dared not linger lest her continued absence should arouse curiosity. As sedately as she could, she emerged from the shrubbery and made her way-though her breast heaved with a hundred emotions-towards the rustic bridge on which she saw that Lady Lansdowne was standing, keeping Sir Robert in talk.

In talk, indeed, of her. For as she approached he placed the coping-stone on the edifice of her praises which her ladyship had craftily led him to build. "The most docile," he said, "I assure you, the most docile child you can imagine! A beautiful disposition. She is docility itself!"

"I hope she may always remain so," Lady Lansdowne answered slily.

"I've no doubt she will," Sir Robert replied with fond assurance, his eye on the Honourable Bob, who was approaching the bridge from the lawns.

Lady Lansdowne followed the look with her eyes and smiled. But she said nothing. She turned to Mary, who was now near at hand, and reading in the girl's looks plain traces of trouble, and agitation, she contented herself with sending for Lady Louisa, and asking that her carriage might be called. In this way she cloaked under a little bustle the girl's embarrassment as she came up to them and joined them. Five minutes later Lady Lansdowne was gone.

* * * * *

After that, Mary would have had only too much food for thought, had her mother alone filled her mind; had those kisses which had so stirred her being, those clinging arms, and that face which bore the deep imprint of illness, alone burdened her memory. Years afterwards the beat of the music which played in the gardens that evening, while the party within sat at dinner, haunted her; bringing back, as such things will, the scene and her aching heart, the outward glitter and the inward care, the Honourable Bob's gallantries and her father's stately figure as he rose and drank wine with her; ay, and the hip, hip, hurrah which shook the glasses when an old Squire, a privileged person, rose, before she could leave, and toasted her.

Burdened only with the sacred memories of the afternoon, and the anxiety, the pity, the love which they engendered, she had been far from happy, far from free. But in truth, with all her feeling for her mother, Mary bore about with her a keener and more bitter regret. The dull pain which had troubled her of late when thoughts of Arthur Vaughan would beset her was grown to a pang of shame, almost intolerable. She had told herself a hundred times before this that it was her weakness, her fear of her father, her mean compliance that had led her to give him up-rather than any real belief in his baseness. For she had never, she was sure now, believed in that baseness. But now, now when her mother, whose word it never struck her to doubt, had affirmed his innocence, now that she knew, now since a phrase of that mother's had brought to her mind every incident of the never-to-be-forgotten coach-drive, the May morning, the sunshine and the budding trees, the birth of love-pain gnawed at her heart. She was sick with misery.

For, oh, how vile, how thankless, how poor and small a thing he must think her! He would have given her all, and she had robbed him of all. And then when she had robbed him and he could give her little she had turned her back on him, abandoned him, believed evil of him, heard him insulted, and joined in the outrage! Over that thought, over that memory, she shed many and many a bitter tear. Romance had come to her in her lowliness, and a noble lover, stooping to her; and she had killed the one and denied the other. And now, now there was nothing she could do, nothing she would dare to do.

For that she had for a moment believed in his baseness-if she had indeed believed-was not the worst. In that she had been the sport of circumstances; appearances had deceived her, and the phase had been brief. But that she had been weak, that she had been swayed, that she had given him up at a word, that she had shown herself wholly unworthy of him-there was the rub. Now, how happy had she been could she have gone back to Miss Sibson's, and the dull schoolroom and the old stuff dress and the children's prattle-and heard his step as he came across the forecourt to the door!