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“I am not the kind of guy you want to get experience with.”
Nicole stood on tiptoe, stretching a little to make a better fit. “How will we know if we don’t even try?”
She was going to kiss him. And, God forgive him, he was going to let her.
He stood there like a dummy, like a stone, with his heart doing a hundred and forty in his chest while Nicole kissed him. Her soft mouth caressed his upper lip and tugged gently at his lower one. He angled his head and kissed her back, sucked on her soft, plump lips and explored her mouth.
She separated from him by a breath and smiled into his eyes. “Well,” she said. “That was different.”
“Yeah,” he said hoarsely. “The first time I kissed you, I was trying to scare you off.”
She blinked. “And now?”
“Now you’re scaring me,” he said.
Dear Reader,
This month we have something really special in store for you. We open with Letters to Kelly by award-winning author Suzanne Brockmann. In it, a couple of young lovers, separated for years, are suddenly reunited. But she has no idea that he’s spent many of their years apart in a Central American prison. And now that he’s home again, he’s determined to win back the girl whose memory kept him going all this time. What a wonderful treat from this bestselling author!
And the excitement doesn’t stop there. In The Impossible Alliance by Candace Irvin, the last of our three FAMILY SECRETS prequels, the search for missing agent Dr. Alex Morrow is finally over. And coming next month in the FAMILY SECRETS series: Broken Silence, our anthology, which will lead directly to a 12-book stand-alone FAMILY SECRETS continuity, beginning in June. In Virginia Kantra’s All a Man Can Be, TROUBLE IN EDEN continues as a rough-around-the-edges ex-military man inherits a surprise son—and seeks help in the daddy department from his beautiful boss. Ingrid Weaver continues her military miniseries, EAGLE SQUADRON, in Seven Days to Forever, in which an innocent schoolteacher seeks protection—for starters—from a handsome soldier when she mistakenly picks up a ransom on a school trip. In Clint’s Wild Ride by Linda Winstead Jones, a female FBI agent going undercover in the rodeo relies on a sinfully sexy cowboy as her teacher. And in The Quiet Storm by RaeAnne Thayne, a beautiful speech-disabled heiress has to force herself to speak up to seek help from a devastatingly attractive detective in order to solve a murder.
So enjoy, and of course we hope to see you next month, when Silhouette Intimate Moments once again brings you six of the best and most exciting romance novels around.
Leslie J. Wainger
Executive Senior Editor
All a Man Can Be
Virginia Kantra
VIRGINIA KANTRA
credits her enthusiasm for strong heroes and courageous heroines to a childhood spent devouring fairy tales. A three-time Romance Writers of America RITA® Award finalist, she has won numerous writing awards, including the Golden Heart, Maggie Award, Holt Medallion and Romantic Times W.I.S.H. Hero Award.
Virginia is married to her college sweetheart, a musician disguised as the owner of a coffeehouse. They live in Raleigh, North Carolina, with three teenagers, two cats, a dog and various blue-tailed lizards that live under the siding of their home. Her favorite thing to make for dinner? Reservations.
She loves to hear from readers. You can reach her at VirginiaKantra@aol.com or c/o Silhouette Books, 300 East 42nd Street, New York, NY 10017.
To Jean, Andrew and Mark,
who taught me a lot about unconditional love,
and to Michael, who knows everything.
Special thanks to Jane Langdell
for insights on the law and losers;
and to Colleen Blake-Calvert of the DNA Testing Centre.
Contents
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Epilogue
Chapter 1
Both the babe and her ride gleamed, high maintenance and fully loaded.
Bartender Mark DeLucca stepped closer to the window to get a better look. Yeah.
The ride was a Lexus SUV, a cashmere-beige LX470.
The woman had to be Nicole Reed. The new owner of the Blue Moon wore a you-can’t-afford-this tailored shirt and a you-can’t-touch-me attitude.
Rich, Mark judged. Blond, to match the car. And late.
Three strikes, sweetheart, and you’re out.
He gave the bar a last swipe with a rag and crossed the planked floor to let her in. She was sorting through the keys in her hand when he unlocked the door.
“Looking for someone?” he asked.
She blushed. In embarrassment? Nah. Irritation. Recovering, she offered him a polished smile and a smooth hand. She wore thin gold rings on her fingers and neat pearl studs in her ears. Classy. Feminine. Very sexy. A pale, tiny scar on her upper lip emphasized the perfection of her face.
It was his rotten luck she turned him on.
“How do you do?” she said. “I’m Nicole Reed.”
“Mark DeLucca.”
Her hand was cool and firm. He held it a heartbeat too long, just to see if he could make her blush again. She didn’t. She looked…blank, Mark decided. Not disapproving or flirtatious. Not hopeful. Not intrigued. Not any of the things a woman usually put on her face when she thought she had his attention.
He was annoyed to find his ego was pricked.
“It was nice of you to meet me like this,” Nicole said politely.
Mark shrugged. “Not really. You’re paying for my time.”
She met his gaze straight-on. “Yes. I am.”
It was a line drawn in the sand. Mark almost smiled. He ate girls like little Miss Michigan Avenue for breakfast.
He opened the door wider. “Then I better offer you a drink.”
She frowned. “It’s only ten o’clock.”
“Ten-twenty,” he said.
Her composure flickered. “Yes, I…I know. I’m sorry.”
“Traffic?” he asked easily.
She lifted her chin. “No.”
No more explanation than that.
“You are late,” he said.
“But still too early for a drink,” she countered.
Great. Carry Nation had just bought herself a bar.
Mark walked toward the gleaming wooden length of it, saying over his shoulder, “I’ve got seltzer. Soda. Orange juice. Or I could make you coffee, if you want.”
“Oh. I would like a diet cola. Please.” She followed him, her tasteful leather pumps clicking on his hardwood floor.
Her hardwood floor, Mark reminded himself. He grabbed her Pepsi and shoveled ice into a glass. She didn’t strike him as the kind of girl who drank from a can.
He put the drink on a napkin and slid it across the bar. “You want me to ring that up?”
A gleam appeared in her cool blue eyes. So maybe she had a sense of humor after all. But all she said was, “That won’t be necessary, thank you.”
She sipped her drink and looked around the bar. He knew it all already: the dark booths, the clustered tables, the stuffed pike and the lineup of neon signs on the walls. So he watched her instead.
She swiveled gently back and forth on her stool, back straight, long slim legs in tailored khakis crossed. “Isn’t it a little dark in here?”
It was a bright, clear September morning. The sun, slanting through the shutters, glinted off the bottles behind the bar and the glassy eyes of the stag’s head mounted above the pool table.
Mark raised an eyebrow. “This can’t be the first time you’ve seen the place.”
“No,” she acknowledged. “Kathy Webber showed me the plans.”
Kathy Webber was the real estate agent who had handled the sale of the bar. Mark had met her. New in town, red-haired and hungry. She’d offered to show him the plans, too. Along with some other things.
“She give you the tour, too?”
“Yes. But it’s not the same as actually sitting here like a customer.”
“Most of our customers come at night.”
“It just seems a shame to shut out that wonderful lake view.”
“There is no view at night.”
“The lights from the hotel? The moonlight on the water?”
Mark shrugged and didn’t answer. If she wanted to romanticize the place, that was her business. But the bar’s patrons didn’t come for the view.
She set her drink on the center of her napkin. “We’ll have to do a use study, tracking our sales by the hour.”
A use study, hell. He’d just told her the bar did most of its business at night.
“I’m surprised you didn’t do one already,” he said.
She twisted the pretty gold rings on her fingers. “I should have. I would have. But the owner was in a hurry to sell.”
“Yeah, I heard that.”
If Heather Brown hadn’t been so anxious to sell up and leave town after her husband went to prison, Mark might have had time to scrape up more money.
Nicole left off fiddling with her rings and smiled at him. “I guess I was impulsive.”
She sounded almost pleased, as if “impulsive” was a big deal for her. It made him almost like her.
“I guess you got lucky,” he said.
“That, too. Fortunately, the only other offer for the bar wasn’t serious.”
Mark felt his shoulders tense. “How do you know that?”
“Insufficient capital.” She sipped her diet soda, unaware she’d said anything to offend him. “And from what I understand, the prospective buyer had an inadequate business plan and no background to obtain the necessary bank funding.”
“And you do,” he said flatly.
“Well, yes. I was chief financial officer for Connections.com.”
She didn’t look old enough to be CFO of her own lemonade stand. “Which is what? A dating service?”
“Internet service provider,” she corrected him. “Connections provided immediate hookups and excellent customer service for a low basic rate.”
“Why aren’t you still doing that, then?”
Her gaze dropped back to her rings. “The founder sold the company to a larger provider.”
Mark leaned against the bar. “You agreed with his decision?”
“I profited from it.”
“And decided to sink your profits into running a bar.”
“I decided to invest in providing real goods and services to people with whom I would have a warm, live, human connection, yes.”
Mark thought of inviting Blondie up to his place for some one-on-one, warm, live, human connection and then dismissed the idea. He was past the point where he got off being anybody’s walk on the wild side.
Besides, he didn’t want to get fired that fast.
“You got any experience running a bar?” he asked.
“I’ve read extensively.”
“But you don’t have experience.”
Her lips tightened. “I have a strong work ethic, a business degree from the University of Chicago, sufficient working capital and excellent ideas. I can hire people with experience.”
She sounded like a walking textbook. Small Business Management for Dummies, maybe. Resentment licked along his nerves like a match set to brandy. He lifted an eyebrow. “People like me.”
“It was my understanding you came with the Blue Moon.”
“You mean, like the tables and chairs or the leftover scotch?” He shook his head. “Sorry, babe. I agreed to manage this place while they found a buyer, but I’m not for sale. Whether I stick around or not depends.”
“On what?”
“On you.”
She leaned forward earnestly. “I’m more than willing to keep you on while I complete a needs assessment and determine what changes should be made.”
The flicker of resentment flared into a blaze. He wanted to shock her. He wanted to shake her privileged poise, her cool self-possession. He wanted…a lot of things he could never have.
Awareness of those unattainable things kindled his temper. And his judgment went up in smoke.
Deliberately he let his gaze drift down her slender throat to the first button of her blouse, where the pale-blue silk parted to reveal pale, smooth skin. She stiffened. He looked back at her face, enjoying the flush that stained her cheeks and the widening of her clear blue eyes.
“Big of you,” he said. “But I wasn’t talking about whether you can stomach me. I haven’t decided yet whether I’ll work for you.”
Nicole flipped the dead bolt closed behind lean, dark and dangerous Mark DeLucca and then sagged against the cool, varnished panel of the door. Her heart thudded. Her head pounded.
Things could be worse, she told herself. Things had been worse and she had survived. But clearly, her luck with men wasn’t about to change anytime soon.
And even if her luck did change—if the Fates smiled or her fairy godmother waved her magic wand or the bluebird of happiness decided to poop on Nicole’s head—even then it sure wasn’t going to start with the man who’d just walked out her door.
She closed her eyes. That was the old, bad thinking, she told herself. This was the new, improved Nicole. Her life wasn’t subject to luck. It was about control. She was in control here.
Sure she was. Except her heart still hammered. Her face was flushed.
Sighing, she threaded her way through the empty tables. The problem was she’d always been susceptible to sexy, self-absorbed men. It was a curse.
Nicole shook her head. No, it wasn’t. It was bad judgment and the need for approval.
But all that was about to change.
She was about to change.
After Connections was sold out from under her three months ago, Nicole had decided she wasn’t going to let her need to be needed or her yearning for affection betray her into bad choices anymore. When Kathy called to tell her about her new commercial property, it seemed like a sign. It felt like a second chance.
Nicole made a face at the dark shutters that covered the windows. Okay, maybe a fourth or fifth chance. But she was going to make the most of it. She’d read up on bartending. She’d studied retail business. She’d bought an entire shelf of self-help and psychology guides and highlighted her copy of Losing the Losers in Your Life until half the pages were brilliant yellow. Finally she sank her severance package into buying the Blue Moon, put her furniture into storage and moved in with Kathy until the space over the bar could be converted into a snug apartment of her own.
Maybe the last decision had been a little precipitous, Nicole acknowledged. But she hadn’t wanted to waste her capital on a short-term lease, and Kathy was eager to clinch the sale. The two women had roomed together their freshman year at college. Really, the situation was ideal. The Blue Moon was perfect.
Until this morning, when Nicole had run smack into the snake in her personal paradise. Mark DeLucca.
She unlocked the shutters over the first set of windows and folded them back. Dust grimed her fingers and tickled her nose.
She sniffed. Lead us not into temptation…
Tempting, yes. DeLucca had the brooding appeal of a Real Man fantasy who wore riding boots and an open-necked white shirt. Or motorcycle boots and a black leather jacket. He had flat black eyes and wavy dark hair and a face so hard and perfect it belonged on a coin. He looked like every mistake she’d ever made…only better.
She crossed the tiny square dance floor to the bar, her low heels echoing in the empty room. Maybe she had managed to get through this first meeting without throwing herself at his feet and begging him to use her. But she was pretty sure that continued exposure to Mark DeLucca’s lethal good looks would be bad for her nerves, wearing on her resolution and dangerous to her heart.
She wiped her hands on a bar rag and reached for the phone. Riffling through her day planner, she found Kathy’s work number and dialed. She stood, staring out the window, as the line rang on the other end. Behind the cold, dusty glass, the ruffled lake threw shards of light.
“Paradise Commercial Realtors. This is Kathy.”
Nicole wedged the phone between her shoulder and jaw and said, “Tell me again why I need Mark DeLucca.”
Kathy—clever, confident, divorced—laughed. “You weren’t impressed with our local heartthrob?”
Nicole scrubbed at the faint black streaks on her fingers. “I was impressed all right. Is he like that with customers?”
“Like what?”
Arrogant. Intimidating. Sexy.
“Rude,” Nicole said.
“We-ell, I’m fairly new in town myself, but the real estate office hasn’t had any complaints. He knows his drinks. He knows the regulars. He seems pretty popular with the summer people.” Kathy gave another knowing laugh. “Especially the teenage daughters of the summer people.”
Nicole frowned. “He doesn’t serve drinks to minors, does he?”
“Not that I’m aware of.” Kathy paused before adding, “Of course, his sister’s engaged to the chief of police, so I don’t think you’re in danger of losing your license. But I think DeLucca just flirts with them.”
“Wonderful. Does his future brother-in-law, the police chief, bend the laws about sexual harassment and statutory rape, too?”
“From what I saw last Saturday night, I’d say your bartender’s on the receiving end of the harassment.” Kathy sounded amused.
“So you don’t blame him,” Nicole said.
“I don’t blame him or them. I’ve been tempted to harass the man myself. He can handle it. And he can handle the Monday-night football crowd, which is saying something around here. That’s why we kept him, really, despite his background. He did a good job for the previous owner. She couldn’t run the place, and she needed the income.”
Nicole might be a dupe where men were concerned, but she wasn’t that naive about business. “Not to mention that an active operation is more attractive to purchasers than a closed one,” she said dryly.
“That, too,” Kathy admitted. “I showed you the numbers. So, what did DeLucca do to upset your apple cart?”
Nicole couldn’t say. Didn’t want to say, not when her confession would make it painfully clear how susceptible she was to the wrong kind of guy.
“Nothing much. He was a little aggressive. And I was late,” she added, trying to keep the accusation from her tone.
“Oh, I forgot to wake you, didn’t I?”
“That’s all right,” Nicole said, although it wasn’t, really. “I should buy myself a new alarm clock.”
“Put your old one in storage?”
No. Her clock had been missing ever since Kevin had packed his things and a selection of hers and moved out of her apartment—right before he fired her. And in the three months since, Nicole had kept an irregular schedule, reading until all hours of the morning and then sleeping through the day. But she didn’t feel like confiding that to Kathy, either.
“Something like that,” she said.
“Well, another good thing about Mark DeLucca is he shows up when he says he will. He’s reliable.”
Nicole eased her death grip on the receiver. Reliable was good.
And then Kathy went and spoiled it all by adding, “It’s remarkable, really, given his background.”
“What background?” Nicole asked.
“Well, remember, I’m not a local, so I can’t tell you everything,” the real estate agent said. Though she seemed to be doing a mighty thorough job to Nicole. “But that whole family has issues. I know the mother has a drinking problem.”
Nicole closed her eyes. No new business owner wanted to hear that her key employee came from a dysfunctional family with an alcoholic gene pool.
In Nicole’s own personal rogues gallery, that résumé put Mark DeLucca somewhere between Charles the self-absorbed graduate student and Yuri the vodka-prone cellist. Some women fell for tall, dark and handsome. She was a sucker for tall, dark and misunderstood.
Not anymore, she reminded herself. She opened her eyes to the light streaking through the window.
Never again.
She would not allow herself to be used, and she would keep Mark DeLucca around only as long as he was useful to her.
The memory of his smooth, flat voice mocked her resolution.
I haven’t decided yet whether I’ll work for you.
There was a woman waiting upstairs in Mark’s apartment.
He recognized the signs: the car parked in the marina’s lot below, a light in the window above. But this car, a battered compact, belonged to his sister. And since his sister was also the only woman who currently possessed a key to his apartment, it was a good bet she was the one waiting inside.
Too bad. Mark pulled his Jeep into a space by the boathouse steps. He wondered what Tess wanted this time.
Or—since this was Tess, after all, who had bullied and mothered him since they were both old enough to stand—what it was she thought he needed now.
He smiled as he climbed the stairs. He was sure she would tell him.
She was already in his kitchen when he opened his door, a pretty dark-haired woman in tight jeans and a red sweater, standing in front of his refrigerator.
“You’ve got cold pizza and three different kinds of mustard in here,” she said without turning around. “What kind of a diet is that?”
Mark grinned. “Jarek got you on some kind of health food kick now?”
Jarek Denko, Eden’s chief of police, was Tess’s fiancé. They were getting married in three weeks.
Tess snorted. “Hardly. I brought hazelnut crescents.” She pulled a white bakery box from the fridge, dangling it by its string. “From Palermo’s. I thought I’d have to leave them for you.”
Mark raised his eyebrows. “Palermo’s, huh? That’s some kind of bribe. What do you want, Tess?”
“Aren’t you home early?”
Ah, hell. As if being his big sister wasn’t bad enough, Tess was also a reporter. She was both perceptive and damnably hard to shake. “Joe’s opening the bar today,” Mark said. “My shift doesn’t start till four.”
“Which hasn’t stopped you from being there at eleven every other day this week.”
He shrugged, not denying it.
“It didn’t go well, did it?” Tess’s golden gaze was concerned. “Your meeting with the new owner.”
Not well. Now, there was an understatement.
Mark cut the string on the bakery box. “She hasn’t fired me yet, if that’s what you’re asking.”
“Of course she didn’t fire you,” Tess said. “She’d be a fool to fire you. You’re all that’s kept that place running.”
His sister’s quick loyalty was both touching and more than he could bear right now.
“I don’t know if I want the job.”
Tess frowned. “What else would you do?”
That was the problem, Mark acknowledged. Despite his stint in the marines, he didn’t like taking orders. He had enjoyed running the bar. Calling the shots. But Nicole Reed, with her silk blouses and dot-com fortune, had nixed his dream of making the place his own.
Since he came back to Eden a year ago, he was just drifting through civilian life. So far he’d avoided repeating his old mistakes. He wasn’t drinking, and he hadn’t been arrested. Not yet, anyway. He’d come close a couple of months ago. But he couldn’t blame his sister for looking at him like a loose boat cruising toward an accident.
He regarded her with affection. “Is that why you’re here? To stand over my shoulder like you did when I had that paper due in Mrs. Williams’s English class?”
“Of course not,” Tess said. But her cheeks turned dull red. “I came to tell you you’ve got a tux fitting tomorrow at ten-thirty.”
“You could have called.”
“And to bring you dessert.”
“You could have waited.”
“And to deliver your mail.”
She must have collected it from his mat when she let herself into his apartment.
He stuck out his palm. “Fine. Hand it over.”
She marched around him, scooped a sheaf of envelopes and circulars from the mess on the coffee table, and thrust it at him. “There. Special delivery.”
“Gee, thanks. But you shouldn’t have.” He started to thumb through the stack. “There’s nothing here that can’t—”
A heavy cream envelope with an embossed return address snagged his attention. Johnson, Neil and Younger. Since when did high-priced Gold Coast law firms troll for business in tiny Eden?
“What?” Tess said. “What is it?”
Mark slit the flap and unfolded the letter inside.
Dear Mr. Delucca, I am writing to you, blah blah, guardian ad litem— What the hell was that? —for Daniel Wainscott. More blah, inform you of the passing of Elizabeth Jane Wainscott—
His eye caught. His mind stumbled. Betsy? Betsy was dead?
—will suggested that you are Daniel’s father and requested that you become his guardian.
The news slammed his chest like a swinging boom. The air left his lungs. The room tilted.
“Mark? What’s the matter?”
He couldn’t speak. He couldn’t think. He could only read while his world capsized around him.
Phrases leaped off the page. The words were jumbled and his vision blurred, but the meaning seemed horribly clear.
…no legally binding effect.
Daniel’s grandparents, Robert and Helen Wainscott, have expressed interest in adopting Daniel and appear ready to pursue all legal avenues to do so.
…advise you……choose to prove paternity……seek custody of Daniel…
“Mark!” Tess touched his arm.
The letter in his grip quivered like the edge of a sail. Mark folded it and tucked it back into the stack. But the words still burned and swirled in his brain.
…possibility that you are, indeed, Daniel’s father……act quickly to avoid losing your rights…
“It’s nothing,” he lied. “A mistake. Want a pastry?”
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