The Egyptian was mournful in Windyghoul, up which she had once danced and sung; but you must not think that she still feared Dow. I felt McKenzie’s clutch on my arm for hours after he left me, but she was far braver than I; indeed, dangers at which I should have shut my eyes only made hers gleam, and I suppose it was sheer love of them that first made her play the coquette with Gavin. If she cried now, it was not for herself; it was because she thought she had destroyed him. Could I have gone to her then and said that Gavin wanted to blot out the gypsy wedding, that throbbing little breast would have frozen at once, and the drooping head would have been proud again, and she would have gone away forever without another tear.

What do I say? I am doing a wrong to the love these two bore each other. Babbie would not have taken so base a message from my lips. He would have had to say the words to her himself before she believed them his. What would he want her to do now? was the only question she asked herself. To follow him was useless, for in that rain and darkness two people might have searched for each other all night in a single field. That he would go to the Spittal, thinking her in Rintoul’s dogcart, she did not doubt; and his distress was painful to her to think of. But not knowing that the burns were in flood, she underestimated his danger.

Remembering that the mudhouse was near, she 331 groped her way to it, meaning to pass the night there; but at the gate she turned away hastily, hearing from the door the voice of a man she did not know to be Nanny’s brother. She wandered recklessly a short distance, until the rain began to threaten again, and then, falling on her knees in the broom, she prayed to God for guidance. When she rose she set off for the manse.

The rain that followed the flash of lightning had brought Margaret to the kitchen.

“Jean, did you ever hear such a rain? It is trying to break into the manse.”

“I canna hear you, ma’am; is it the rain you’re feared at?”

“What else could it be?”

Jean did not answer.

“I hope the minister won’t leave the church, Jean, till this is over?”

“Nobody would daur, ma’am. The rain’ll turn the key on them all.”

Jean forced out these words with difficulty, for she knew that the church had been empty and the door locked for over an hour.

“This rain has come as if in answer to the minister’s prayer, Jean.”

“It wasna rain like this they wanted.”

“Jean, you would not attempt to guide the Lord’s hand. The minister will have to reprove the people for thinking too much of him again, for they will say that he induced God to send the rain. To-night’s meeting will be remembered long in Thrums.”

Jean shuddered, and said, “It’s mair like an ordinary rain now, ma’am.”

“But it has put out your fire, and I wanted another heater. Perhaps the one I have is hot enough, though.”

Margaret returned to the parlor, and from the kitchen Jean could hear the heater tilted backward and forward in the box-iron – a pleasant, homely sound 332 when there is happiness in the house. Soon she heard a step outside, however, and it was followed by a rough shaking of the barred door.

“Is it you, Mr. Dishart?” Jean asked nervously.

“It’s me, Tammas Whamond,” the precentor answered. “Unbar the door.”

“What do you want? Speak low.”

“I winna speak low. Let me in. I hae news for the minister’s mother.”

“What news?” demanded Jean.

“Jean Proctor, as chief elder of the kirk I order you to let me do my duty.”

“Whaur’s the minister?”

“He’s a minister no longer. He’s married a gypsy woman and run awa wi’ her.”

“You lie, Tammas Whamond. I believe – ”

“Your belief’s of no consequence. Open the door, and let me in to tell your mistress what I hae seen.”

“She’ll hear it first frae his ain lips if she hears it ava. I winna open the door.”

“Then I’ll burst it open.”

Whamond flung himself at the door, and Jean, her fingers rigid with fear, stood waiting for its fall. But the rain came to her rescue by lashing the precentor until even he was forced to run from it.

“I’ll be back again,” he cried. “Woe to you, Jean Proctor, that hae denied your God this nicht.”

“Who was that speaking to you, Jean?” asked Margaret, re-entering the kitchen. Until the rain abated Jean did not attempt to answer.

“I thought it was the precentor’s voice,” Margaret said.

Jean was a poor hand at lying, and she stuttered in her answer.

“There is nothing wrong, is there?” cried Margaret, in sudden fright. “My son – ”

“Nothing, nothing.”

The words jumped from Jean to save Margaret from falling. Now she could not take them back. “I winna believe it o’ him,” said Jean to herself. “Let them say what they will, I’ll be true to him; and when he comes back he’ll find her as he left her.”

“It was Lang Tammas,” she answered her mistress; “but he just came to say that – ”

“Quick, Jean! what?”

“ – Mr. Dishart has been called to a sick-bed in the country, ma’am – to the farm o’ Look-About-You; and as it’s sic a rain, he’s to bide there a’ nicht.”

“And Whamond came through that rain to tell me this? How good of him. Was there any other message?”

“Just that the minister hoped you would go straight to your bed, ma’am,” said Jean, thinking to herself, “There can be no great sin in giving her one mair happy nicht; it may be her last.”

The two women talked for a short time, and then read verse about in the parlor from the third chapter of Mark.

“This is the first night we have been left alone in the manse,” Margaret said, as she was retiring to her bedroom, “and we must not grudge the minister to those who have sore need of him. I notice that you have barred the doors.”

“Ay, they’re barred. Nobody can win in the nicht.”

“Nobody will want in, Jean,” Margaret said, smiling.

“I dinna ken about that,” answered Jean below her breath. “Ay, ma’am, may you sleep for baith o’ us this nicht, for I daurna gang to my bed.”

Jean was both right and wrong, for two persons wanted in within the next half-hour, and she opened the door to both of them. The first to come was Babbie.

So long as women sit up of nights listening for a footstep, will they flatten their faces at the window, though all without be black. Jean had not been back 334 in the kitchen for two minutes before she raised the blind. Her eyes were close to the glass, when she saw another face almost meet hers, as you may touch your reflection in a mirror. But this face was not her own. It was white and sad. Jean suppressed a cry, and let the blind fall, as if shutting the lid on some uncanny thing.

“Won’t you let me in?” said a voice that might have been only the sob of a rain-beaten wind; “I am nearly drowned.”

Jean stood like death; but her suppliant would not pass on.

“You are not afraid?” the voice continued. “Raise the blind again, and you will see that no one need fear me.”

At this request Jean’s hands sought each other’s company behind her back.

“Wha are you?” she asked, without stirring. “Are you – the woman?”

“Yes.”

“Whaur’s the minister?”

The rain again became wild, but this time it only tore by the manse as if to a conflict beyond.

“Are you aye there? I daurna let you in till I’m sure the mistress is bedded. Gang round to the front, and see if there’s ony licht burning in the high west window.”

“There was a light,” the voice said presently, “but it was turned out as I looked.”

“Then I’ll let you in, and God kens I mean no wrang by it.”

Babbie entered shivering, and Jean rebarred the door. Then she looked long at the woman whom her master loved. Babbie was on her knees at the hearth, holding out her hands to the dead fire.

“What a pity it’s a fause face.”

“Do I look so false?”

“Is it true? You’re no married to him?”

“Yes, it is true.”

“And yet you look as if you was fond o’ him. If you cared for him, how could you do it?”

“That was why I did it.”

“And him could hae had wha he liked.”

“I gave up Lord Rintoul for him.”

“What? Na, na; you’re the Egyptian.”

“You judge me by my dress.”

“And soaking it is. How you’re shivering – what neat fingers – what bonny little feet. I could near believe what you tell me. Aff wi’ these rags, an I’ll gie you on my black frock, if – if you promise me no to gang awa wi’t.”

So Babbie put on some clothes of Jean’s, including the black frock, and stockings and shoes.

“Mr. Dishart cannot be back, Jean,” she said, “before morning, and I don’t want his mother to see me till he comes.”

“I wouldna let you near her the nicht though you gaed on your knees to me. But whaur is he?”

Babbie explained why Gavin had set off for the Spittal; but Jean shook her head incredulously, saying, “I canna believe you’re that grand leddy, and yet ilka time I look at you I could near believe it.”

In another minute Jean had something else to think of, for there came a loud rap upon the front door.

“It’s Tammas Whamond back again,” she moaned; “and if the mistress hears, she’ll tell me to let him in.”

“You shall open to me,” cried a hoarse voice.

“That’s no Tammas’ word,” Jean said in bewilderment.

“It is Lord Rintoul,” Babbie whispered.

“What? Then it’s truth you telled me.”

The knocking continued; a door upstairs opened, and Margaret spoke over the banisters.

“Have you gone to bed, Jean? Some one is knocking 336 at the door, and a minute ago I thought I heard a carriage stop close by. Perhaps the farmer has driven Mr. Dishart home.”

“I’m putting on my things, ma’am,” Jean answered; then whispered to Babbie, “What’s to be done?”

“He won’t go away,” Babbie answered. “You will have to let him into the parlor, Jean. Can she see the door from up there?”

“No; but though he was in the parlor?”

“I shall go to him there.”

“Make haste, Jean,” Margaret called. “If it is any persons wanting shelter, we must give it them on such a night.”

“A minute, ma’am,” Jean answered. To Babbie she whispered, “What shall I say to her?”

“I – I don’t know,” answered Babbie ruefully. “Think of something, Jean. But open the door now. Stop, let me into the parlor first.”

The two women stole into the parlor.

“Tell me what will be the result o’ his coming here,” entreated Jean.

“The result,” Babbie said firmly, “will be that he shall go away and leave me here.”

Margaret heard Jean open the front door and speak to some person or persons whom she showed into the parlor.

Chapter Forty-One.
RINTOUL AND BABBIE – BREAKDOWN OF THE DEFENCE OF THE MANSE

“You dare to look me in the face!”

They were Rintoul’s words. Yet Babbie had only ventured to look up because he was so long in speaking. His voice was low but harsh, like a wheel on which the brake is pressed sharply.

“It seems to be more than the man is capable of,” he added sourly.

“Do you think,” Babbie exclaimed, taking fire, “that he is afraid of you?”

“So it seems; but I will drag him into the light, wherever he is skulking.”

Lord Rintoul strode to the door, and the brake was off his tongue already.

“Go,” said Babbie coldly, “and shout and stamp through the house; you may succeed in frightening the women, who are the only persons in it.”

“Where is he?”

“He has gone to the Spittal to see you.”

“He knew I was on the hill.”

“He lost me in the darkness, and thought you had run away with me in your trap.”

“Ha! So he is off to the Spittal to ask me to give you back to him.”

“To compel you,” corrected Babbie.

“Pooh!” said the earl nervously, “that was but mummery on the hill.”

“It was a marriage.”

“With gypsies for witnesses. Their word would count for less than nothing. Babbie, I am still in time to save you.”

“I don’t want to be saved. The marriage had witnesses no court could discredit.”

“What witnesses?”

“Mr. McKenzie and yourself.”

She heard his teeth meet. When next she looked at him, there were tears in his eyes as well as in her own. It was perhaps the first time these two had ever been in close sympathy. Both were grieving for Rintoul.

“I am so sorry,” Babbie began in a broken voice; then stopped, because they seemed such feeble words.

“If you are sorry,” the earl answered eagerly, “it is not yet too late. McKenzie and I saw nothing. Come away with me, Babbie, if only in pity for yourself.”

“Ah, but I don’t pity myself.”

“Because this man has blinded you.”

“No, he has made me see.”

“This mummery on the hill – ”

“Why do you call it so? I believe God approved of that marriage, as He could never have countenanced yours and mine.”

“God! I never heard the word on your lips before.”

“I know that.”

“It is his teaching, doubtless?”

“Yes.”

“And he told you that to do to me as you have done was to be pleasing in God’s sight?”

“No; he knows that it was so evil in God’s sight that I shall suffer for it always.”

“But he has done no wrong, so there is no punishment for him?”

“It is true that he has done no wrong, but his punishment will be worse, probably, than mine.”

“That,” said the earl, scoffing, “is not just.”

“It is just. He has accepted responsibility for my sins by marrying me.”

“And what form is his punishment to take?”

“For marrying me he will be driven from his church and dishonored in all men’s eyes, unless – unless God is more merciful to us than we can expect.”

Her sincerity was so obvious that the earl could no longer meet it with sarcasm.

“It is you I pity now,” he said, looking wonderingly at her. “Do you not see that this man has deceived you? Where was his boasted purity in meeting you by stealth, as he must have been doing, and plotting to take you from me?”

“If you knew him,” Babbie answered, “you would not need to be told that he is incapable of that. He thought me an ordinary gypsy until an hour ago.”

“And you had so little regard for me that you waited until the eve of what was to be our marriage, and then, laughing at my shame, ran off to marry him.”

“I am not so bad as that,” Babbie answered, and told him what had brought her to Thrums. “I had no thought but of returning to you, nor he of keeping me from you. We had said good-by at the mudhouse door – and then we heard your voice.”

“And my voice was so horrible to you that it drove you to this?”

“I – I love him so much.”

What more could Babbie answer? These words told him that, if love commands, home, the friendships of a lifetime, kindnesses incalculable, are at once as naught. Nothing is so cruel as love if a rival challenges it to combat.

“Why could you not love me, Babbie?” said the earl sadly. “I have done so much for you.”

It was little he had done for her that was not selfish. Men are deceived curiously in such matters. When they add a new wing to their house, they do not call the 340 action virtue; but if they give to a fellow-creature for their own gratification, they demand of God a good mark for it. Babbie, however, was in no mood to make light of the earl’s gifts, and at his question she shook her head sorrowfully.

“Is it because I am too – old?”

This was the only time he ever spoke of his age to her.

“Oh no, it is not that,” she replied hastily, “I love Mr. Dishart – because he loves me, I think.”

“Have I not loved you always?”

“Never,” Babbie answered simply. “If you had, perhaps then I should have loved you.”

“Babbie,” he exclaimed, “if ever man loved woman, and showed it by the sacrifices he made for her, I – ”

“No,” Babbie said, “you don’t understand what it is. Ah! I did not mean to hurt you.”

“If I don’t know what it is, what is it?” he asked, almost humbly. “I scarcely know you now.”

“That is it,” said Babbie.

She gave him back his ring, and then he broke down pitifully. Doubtless there was good in him, but I saw him only once; and with nothing to contrast against it, I may not now attempt to breathe life into the dust of his senile passion. These were the last words that passed between him and Babbie:

“There was nothing,” he said wistfully, “in this wide world that you could not have had by asking me for it. Was not that love?”

“No,” she answered. “What right have I to everything I cry for?”

“You should never have had a care had you married me. That is love.”

“It is not. I want to share my husband’s cares, as I expect him to share mine.”

“I would have humored you in everything.”

“You always did: as if a woman’s mind were for laughing at, like a baby’s passions.”

“You had your passions, too, Babbie. Yet did I ever chide you for them? That was love.”

“No, it was contempt. Oh,” she cried passionately, “what have not you men to answer for who talk of love to a woman when her face is all you know of her; and her passions, her aspirations, are for kissing to sleep, her very soul a plaything? I tell you, Lord Rintoul, and it is all the message I send back to the gentlemen at the Spittal who made love to me behind your back, that this is a poor folly, and well calculated to rouse the wrath of God.”

Now, Jean’s ear had been to the parlor keyhole for a time, but some message she had to take to Margaret, and what she risked saying was this:

“It’s Lord Rintoul and a party that has been catched in the rain, and he would be obliged to you if you could gie his bride shelter for the nicht.”

Thus the distracted servant thought to keep Margaret’s mind at rest until Gavin came back.

“Lord Rintoul!” exclaimed Margaret. “What a pity Gavin has missed him. Of course she can stay here. Did you say I had gone to bed? I should not know what to say to a lord. But ask her to come up to me after he has gone – and, Jean, is the parlor looking tidy?”

Lord Rintoul having departed, Jean told Babbie how she had accounted to Margaret for his visit. “And she telled me to gie you dry claethes and her compliments, and would you gang up to the bedroom and see her?”

Very slowly Babbie climbed the stairs. I suppose she is the only person who was ever afraid of Margaret. Her first knock on the bedroom door was so soft that Margaret, who was sitting up in bed, did not hear it. When Babbie entered the room, Margaret’s first thought was that there could be no other so beautiful as this, and her second was that the stranger seemed even more timid than herself. After a few minutes’ talk she laid 342 aside her primness, a weapon she had drawn in self-defence lest this fine lady should not understand the grandeur of a manse, and at a “Call me Babbie, won’t you?” she smiled.

“That is what some other person calls you,” said Margaret archly. “Do you know that he took twenty minutes to say good-night? My dear,” she added hastily, misinterpreting Babbie’s silence, “I should have been sorry had he taken one second less. Every tick of the clock was a gossip, telling me how he loves you.”

In the dim light a face that begged for pity was turned to Margaret.

“He does love you, Babbie?” she asked, suddenly doubtful.

Babbie turned away her face, then shook her head.

“But you love him?”

Again Babbie shook her head.

“Oh, my dear,” cried Margaret, in distress, “if this is so, are you not afraid to marry him?”

She knew now that Babbie was crying, but she did not know why Babbie could not look her in the face.

“There may be times,” Babbie said, most woeful that she had not married Rintoul, “when it is best to marry a man though we do not love him.”

“You are wrong, Babbie,” Margaret answered gravely; “if I know anything at all, it is that.”

“It may be best for others.”

“Do you mean for one other?” Margaret asked, and the girl bowed her head. “Ah, Babbie, you speak like a child.”

“You do not understand.”

“I do not need to be told the circumstances to know this – that if two people love each other, neither has any right to give the other up.”

Babbie turned impulsively to cast herself on the mercy of Gavin’s mother, but no word could she say; a 343 hot tear fell from her eyes upon the coverlet, and then she looked at the door, as if to run away.

“But I have been too inquisitive,” Margaret began; whereupon Babbie cried, “Oh no, no, no: you are very good. I have no one who cares whether I do right or wrong.”

“Your parents – ”

“I have had none since I was a child.”

“It is the more reason why I should be your friend,” Margaret said, taking the girl’s hand.

“You do not know what you are saying. You cannot be my friend.”

“Yes, dear, I love you already. You have a good face, Babbie, as well as a beautiful one.”

Babbie could remain in the room no longer. She bade Margaret good-night and bent forward to kiss her; then drew back, like a Judas ashamed.

“Why did you not kiss me?” Margaret asked in surprise, but poor Babbie walked out of the room without answering.

Of what occurred at the manse on the following day until I reached it, I need tell little more. When Babbie was tending Sam’l Farquharson’s child in the Tenements she learned of the flood in Glen Quharity, and that the greater part of the congregation had set off to the assistance of the farmers; but fearful as this made her for Gavin’s safety, she kept the new anxiety from his mother. Deceived by another story of Jean’s, Margaret was the one happy person in the house.

“I believe you had only a lover’s quarrel with Lord Rintoul last night,” she said to Babbie in the afternoon. “Ah, you see I can guess what is taking you to the window so often. You must not think him long in coming for you. I can assure you that the rain which keeps my son from me must be sufficiently severe to separate even true lovers. Take an old woman’s example, 344 Babbie. If I thought the minister’s absence alarming, I should be in anguish; but as it is, my mind is so much at ease that, see, I can thread my needle.”

It was in less than an hour after Margaret spoke thus tranquilly to Babbie that the precentor got into the manse.