The autopilot of Superposition. Selected poems

© Zamirbek Osorov, 2019

ISBN 978-5-0050-4313-9

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The Eurocentric Humanity

To Franziska Steiner

 
Of course, Europeans
have known much more
about our world  and Universe.
They much more respected
not only children, minorities, women rights and rights of disables
and predisposed morally and lawable
to do  all these  marvelous things and obliges
but also – look for the beautiful garden of this dear Frau —
how she can respect lovely and tenderly
not only completely odd and unknown visitors and guests
from far East, but every flower, tree
and even just green grass
growing up between cracks of concrete.
I was be happy to  live a week in this neat cottage
now I look like ghost
which lost his paradise
and even tempted by growing jealousy
to the ant and grasshopper
which crawling and sprung in that garden
and to nice chamomiles and red poppies
which blossoming in this nice spot,
so carefully watering and keeping
by lovely hands and soul and heart
of quite unknown for me
dear Franziska Steiner —
I have simple not found any words
for express my gratitude
for such credence, respect and hospitality.
I just thought
Europe and Switzerland
informed much  much more
about deepest secrets of our soul, heart and world.
 

Make a brilliant choice

 
From now onward,
dear comrades,
in this remarkable age of information
when ignorance might be fatal choice,
we are all can be blessed by a brilliant destiny and excellent life,
because we are absolutely all
have a free access to internet,
to the best universities,
to the all financial institutions,
to the all cutting-edge achievements,
to the money-keeping banks
and to the genetic banks also,
and knowing, how edit and correct mistakes
and enliven and empower ourselves,
and we are coming close as never before
through modern math, physic, cosmology, psychology
to understand who we are and where come from
and where will go?
 
 
So absolutely every one of us
 
 
from now onward
have not any right for complaining, depressing and failures,
because every one of us
have a brilliant childhood, excellent past, education
and went on through
the best practice in all matters, all aspects and attitudes
that need for you for creating marvelous achievements.
 Just take all these staff and vibes now
and wear on yourself
like smoking of luckiest person
and make own, put into own conscientiousness and sub-conscientiousness —
if you do everything with right way,
you will ride the tsunami of success
as never before in our past
when ignorance had ruled and defined us.
Why lie and liars are so dangerous?
For get over or through the so called great obstacle or filter,
our world must have pressed out lies and liars and rid from,
until our pathological false humankind
spoiled by corrupt politics
from both hemispheres,
rotten from top to down,
not tossed out in abyss of total destruction.
 

Why any lie so harmful in our life and reality?

To Bayan Jumagulova

 
If we want
as a humankind
go on through The great filter
and avoid total destruction,
we must suppress and wipe out completely
this habit to tell the lie each other
and ourselves and all around us
thoroughly rid of
from such mentally deepened hard-wiring,
all the day cheeting someone, fooling, lying.
 
 
The civilization of liars
has not any chances for surviving.
 
 
Because every lie is an act
prepared for covering or distorting a truth,
thats why its so unnatural and harmful:
such things are simple not existed,
you can not find any marks of lie
throughout entire Universe.
 
 
Where everything,
all physical constants
atoms and their tiniest particles
have been created and made all fastest moves
and transformations
with the greatest precision and perfection,
where impossible even microscopically false, lie and incorrectness,
even for million part of jot.
 
 
Just imagine after all
how awful, rude and monstrous looks our lie
under scope of such harmony and perfection?
 
 
Of course the society of liars
that cannot in time rid from this pathology
will be soon terminated wholly
or tossed into eternal fire.
 
 
So every lie so caustic and harmful
when a man lied to other one,
not only for him
but for entire world and universe.
 
 
or even something much bigger
will shaken from top to down —
the entire multiverse and its firmaments, basic pillars
created by waves of Schrodinger’s
are getting down to destruction.
 
 
Who will tolerate too long
such negligible fools and doodles
and such civilization
based on designing, inventing and mass-production
lies and cheetings
in so great quantity and quality?
 

The Sparticles of peace, love and eternity

 
Please, dance with the democratic values
as often as possible, play with them, imitate and love
the countries with  staunch and stable democratic institutions,
stick tightly to them, entreating them to be with you
or even cry out if democracy don’t understand you,
be strong and merciless with the any attempt and trend
toward dictatorship and violence
 
 
but be limitless merciful and careful with the democracy,
which often acted against herself,
if you want establish the real safety
and prosperity for your country and children
you must deeply respect and love this strange woman.
 Don’t believe for any other sort and kind of ideologies and state structure,
especially elude religious believers and claims
and so called founder of sovereign models of democracy,
 which only camouflaged  the  most hideous and atrocious
 intend and content of corruptive comrades,
 terrorists and bandits and maniacs.
 Play with crystal-clear and marvelously pure and fresh
water of  democracy
 
 
constantly reviving and refreshing
milk of honesty, justice and peace and prosperity.
Play with marvelous sparticles
going as deep as possible
to that mysterious  game in  family, in love, in police
in local level
 
 
and in entire community and worldwide,
 universe itself has  born and grown with  her dance and sparklings.
 

The deep secret

 
Our world was born from one genuine strong intention,
pressed in simple sentence, one astonishing spelling out
the magical composed phrase
that deeply stressed frozen black matters
 and born and expanded our Universe with myriads bright stars and galactics,
 as a one wholly composure,
(where invisible and unmeasurable part and game hundred time more really and value
then what we could fixed),
 have drifted to eternal motion and come eventually to that unusual existence
with limitless secrets and powers in micro and macro realities
teeming inside and around us in close and great distances,
 with perfectly worked and tuned physical constants and laws
as truly witnesses about all ambassadors and heralds of our transendence from Quantum world
these omnipresent and magical micro particles —
electrons, neutrinos, protons, quarks and their anti-parts.
 
 
Try to do the same on his small level.
Love also has its hidden formula, cod and mission,
if you have a strong power and great passion
you might able to do it relive and save for life the dear one
who look now maybe as the world before its born.
Or try to resurrect our people and country
that too long suffered from lack of perfect knowledge and love
for creating sustained and stable community,
 pressed out by abundant black will,
 jealous and hatred
on the base of dark ignorance.
 

Messier Sagittarius of airy kisses

To Santa Johanson

 
I kiss you, regardless of huge distances in space and time
that divided us
since your departing,
my lips break all known physical laws,
they became like Black Hole,
as the God of our Galaxy,
which pulls to itself all and creats worlds and spaces,
messier Sagittarius,
supporting all our distances, sunrises and sunsets,
who twists and turns as he wished all our past, present and future,
oh yeah, my lips were able to reach you, my joy,
select you out from this continuum of continuous decay,
increasing entropy and old age,
returning us to the most wonderful evergreen years —
they are by some miracle
found you
beating thousands of kilometers at once
and exactly fit in and stick tightly to your lips
when you are walking among the streets of your city,
like some sucker of supergiant space tentacles,
as antennas of an interstellar ship
which locate and investigate unknown void of space,
so densely packed by high energies
and made up the exact calculation of your coordinates
come down to you from heaven,
while all the other parts of my body and soul
remained there – far behind
and have no idea where you are and what doing now and did before,
my lips like hungry hypersensitive leeches,
having made this mind-blowing plunge and breakthrough,
tightly pressed against your tender lips
creating this amazing bridge
between our continents, countries and worlds.
 

I want to be this powerful Electron

Yes, I want to be this powerful Electron, which can instantly reach you in time and space – maybe in that cherished reality where we both were in a better form – younger, healthier and full of life, hopes and joys – not so tired, helpless and faded from the rough grasp and harsh face of this life.

Electron, my tiny immortal friend, knows how to do this and how to change our past and correct its grave mistakes, tragic consequences and retreats, how to update our present and make our near future so fascinatedly moving towards endless happiness and joy.

Yes, of course, my dear love, Electron is able to show me the very route that leads me to a wonderful kingdom and palaces of evergreen life and happiness – somewhere deep under water, where the daughter of Ocean waited for me to hold my words what I promised her so long.

The country of blossoming positiveness

To Erica Bruce

 
The Swiss are so obsessed with art and beauty and a warm attitude to everything around them
that even their streets resembling
the paintings of Picasso
from early bright period,
or the works of colorful and light Cézanne.
 
 
They, seems to me, simply do not know to live differently,
hardwired strongly – implicitly and explicitly-
to perform, replicate and master
such kind of behavior —
as a result, the whole country
turns into a masterpiece picture,
or an endless beauty museum,
or, if someone likes it better,
for a sanatorium, resort,
where you can heal your shaky nerves a little
and where absolutely everything
will calm you down and bring you to normal condition.
 
 
Alas, that so many other countries and nation
simply do not get into this deep secret of all Swiss achievements,
turning own keen attentions only to banks, plants, watches, chemistries
and other economical and business infrastructure.
 

Ode to America

(Extract from “Eleanor Rigby II”)

The poem written on the ancient style of Kyrgyz poetry, glorifying natural phenomena’s, blesses and treasures like Sun, an abundance of fresh water, beautiful landscapes in Ala-Too (another name of Kyrgyzstan, the central part of Central Asia, and such human qualities as Wiseness, Kindness, Honesty. Hospitality.

The great Kyrgyz poet of XIX century Jenijok very well-known with the poem (ode) “Mountain River”, another of his famous contemporaries – poet Barpy was well known as the creator great odes to Love, Friendship, Honesty, Justice, and the poet-botanist Chop akyn (the poet of grasses) sang exceptionally about the richness of flora of Ala-Too. As mentioned his friend Jenijok in one poem, Chop akyn created in poetic form the idiosyncratic encyclopedia, which carefully labeled, classified about 400 mountain vegetables and flowers which might be useful for cure great number of various illnesses.

So I decided too, on the shoulders of my great predecessors, make own step ahead and singing about the really worthy phenomena in my epoch and time, believed firmly that Democracy and its values and laws and receipts for implementing might be featured as an extra valuable thing in our world. Even though our Kyrgyzstan could not able to do real step toward Democracy in the past three decades of Independence, nevertheless our experiences, hopes, up and downs, our inspirations, and bitter regrets had not been lost and useless and, maybe, soon we or our next generation will able to get a much better result.

America, you are really the wise nation and state

who knew from the very beginning about the right way

for your citizens

and established the self-governing principles

overfilled with various richness and achievements

as the great effect from the good historical decision and distinctness.

You more than anyone else helped to suffer world.

Yes, your wealth and resources are limitless

and at the same time, you are modestly looking,

and your governor and millionaires

never lost their head from their power and wealth,

and your presidents never changed into the bad and cursed guys

never stole the common properties

and after resigning or toppling

never left their countries with billions,

which were stolen from nations and put secretly in Switzerland’s banks.

America, you are a really wise and good nation

that knows all the secrets of powerful and skillful government

if your leaders make mistakes, you quickly correct them

on the various levels of your great country.

That’s why you have never lost the right direction and hopes,

that so often happened with the other unhappy countries.

which have been totally dependent on the will of their leaders,

that ordinarily used it to do what they wanted

and forgot completely about quality service and competence,

about people’s will, fate, life and credence

and ended badly, cursed by them and history.

So I tell you long live, America,

governed by the people since the XYIII century.

Although you have made mistakes, misleading by bad politics

with bad conceptions and wrong ideas sometimes,

nevertheless, this nature and spirit of a great nation

have grown and nurtured in freedom

recovered rapidly and found the exact way for goodness,

risen again and again as immortal Phoenix

in better shape, holistic and healthy lifestyle then it was before the crisis.

That is the magic of democracy and freedom

which could not get too many others countries

that are suffering still from strong leaders

for hundreds and thousands of years

and proceeds to hope for

a new Big Brother and Stalin and Lenin

for the new cycle of repression, violence, murders, and lethargies.

So if you want prosperity for Kyrgyzstan,

then at first put yourself as close as possible to America,

this chap has strong immunity against slave’s diseases

and you starting to be healthier and wealthier

from this good relation and friendship,

and, look, to one interesting feature:

all the people coming from the West resemble Americans

and they all look as Martian or people from future

often simple and honest as many good Kyrgyz

came down from the big and fresh mountains

who also possible coming from future,

looking very simple and naive in that cruel reality

created by communists, dictators, and fundamentalists.

That’s why long live, America

the greatest country

almost three hundred years

ruled by the invisible hand of freedom,

those people, women, children, dogs and cats

so long lived with the comforts and freedom

that looks helplessly and hopeless

when tossed out of your great aquarium, America.

And when a man from outside comes to America

without any familiarity

with the West’s achievements and beauties

he will be completely gobsmacked by what have seen.

O yes, you are really great, America,

you know how to harness the ruling powers

and press and humiliate them

for the sake of efficiency, diligence, and competence,

you know how to speedily change rotten governors

you constantly drifted from bad to good,

from imperfect to perfect,

and therein lies your greatness, America.

Nay, our rulers could not reach and assess

all yours excellences and possibilities

even if you have tried to do all for our benefit,

supporting our independence,

weighing up our geopolitics and strength

in the rotten kleptocratic frame

and nurturing us with the clean milk of honesty and justice,

alas, we could not appreciate freedom,

and get out from the prison, trap, and post-soviet yoke

carefully prepared by Russian dominance.

Nevertheless, the Victory in your side, America,

those who know the art of rotations of men in power

and supports human values and achievements in advance

will never be conquered

by authoritative and despotic countries.

All the outfitted and outdated models of societies sooner or later crumbled and vanished

but even God seems to like you, America.

That’s why, please, get out from power

as fast as possible

Putin, Nazarbaev, Lukashenko,

let your people get the historic chance for a better life

under elected and controlled governments.

Please, get out away

and stop to downgrade, suppress and marginalize

all the “newborn states” who came to power with the people desires,

like Georgia, Ukraine, and Kyrgyzstan

inspired by eternally beamed ideas of Freedom and Democracy.

Your time has run out,

please, get away,

before people revolt and will do that

with the much blood and sacrifice.