Peter Wyss
Copyright © 2019 Peter Wyss
Cover art by Bjørg-Elise Tuppen
I am
your diet
You are
my excess
I surrender
to your
bleak beauty
your gravity
tears my
heart apart
The moonlight
is a language
written on the
thin paper of
the night
for all the words
reason will never
grasp
Moonlit mushrooms
convey significance
like silver letters
growing in the night
It was full moon in her again
and she touched him with
phosphorizing light
The moon was
in her eyes
and he couldn't
look away
I keep forgetting things
but I will never forget when
you leaned your bleak light
over me and showed me your
dark side
Nothing disappears
everything is replaced
even you
that's what the moon
told me
What made her
so beautiful
was the presence
of the moon
I thought you wouldn't come
along but you did
we went deep into
the night
through all the landscapes
of whom we once were
just to see the moonlight
shiver in the grass
and whisper silver
words
I wonder
does the moon
touch you as gently
as it touches
the morning dew
or does it stab
your heart
from behind
Lost souls
long to be
found
Found souls
long to be
lost
The landscapes
of longing
are puzzles
which I cannot
solve
The grass whispers
to my feet
the leaves sing
to my hands
lost again
in autumn
It seems
I have been walking too long
without making a single step
forward
My wishes
are tired
my feet
hurt
twilight
approaches
Somewhere
along the way
I lost myself
I wonder if
this self
is looking
for me
Life blooms
so wildly
outside
your fence
I see the silence
of the sea in the eyes
of every fish which gazes
upon me in terror and fright
My mind wandering
over the surface of
the sea trying to find
the entrance
Blue
as a blue fish
in the blue waters
below the deep blue sky
is my mood
In the depth
of a bottle of scotch
the most curious fish
swim
Unliked, unfollowed
unfriended, lost in
the terrifying abyss
of non-existence
Being an influencer
reduced me to an image
of someone I never was
my eternal fame based
on videos that vanish
within a day
First I followed
myself in secret
then I blocked
myself
in the end I was
found by everybody
but me
I lived two lifes
one digital, one real
and I believed there
were two of me until
I realized I was either
digitally real or
really digitalized
I was a ghost
followed by ghosts
in a ghost world
Hope is
the fragility
of the evening
Hope is
a terrible illness
hope is
a fantastic cure
Hope is
a fish on fire
deep down
in the ocean
Hope is
a swim
in the desert
Hope is
to be blessed with a curse
hope is
to be cursed with a blessing
Hope is
you when
despair
is me
Hope is
what makes you get up
when you live all alone
at the end of the world
and think all hope is lost
Hope is
when
indifference
cries
tears
of joy
Hope is
a blackbird singing
so deep into night
that the dreams
stop and listen
(American poet, 1932 - 1963) Fire in your thoughts rain in your heart
I wonder
if the only place
your mind found rest
was in your
poems
Words grew
in your
eyes
and you
couldn't
stop it
No black
heart
just wishes
gone wild
in search
of you
(Romanian poet, 1920 - 1970) You never let me in when I came to visit I waited outside in your rain
I came
with all I
had of analytic
skills but I couldn't
even scratch your
surface
I
stumble
between
your
words
In the beginning
everything you
touched turned
into a poem
you wore
life as a
splendid
suit
A heart
within two naked trees
Two trees
within a naked heart
A cry of a peacock
within winter
A winter within
the cry of a peacock
A robin
flying into spring
Spring
flying into a robin
Monday
I met a girl
I drank of her blood
Tuesday
I stared at the moon all night
the moon stared at me all night
it rained silver
Wednesday
as I returned to drink of her blood
the girl embraced me
Thursday
moonlight shivered in my bones
my heart howled
Friday
the girl wouldn't allow me to stop drinking
I drank and drank and drank
Saturday
moon fever, fever moon
my hands are rainy hunger
my heart is beating bleeding moonlight
Sunday
the girl is pale and sick
she barely recognizes me
I whisper her name, I let her drink of me
she can't stop drinking
Moon, I whisper, my moon
Open me
with you
I got lost
in you
You got
lost in me
That's how
we found
each other